Weight: 264 lbs
Weekly Weight Loss: 8 lbs
Total Weight Loss: 8 lbs
This morning before I stepped on the scale I considered weighing this evening instead after I had done one more work out with Jillian. However, that's not what I had planned to do in the beginning, so I decided to stay with it and be happy with whatever number popped up on the scale. I wasn't expecting an eight. After all, there was the girl scout cookie fiasco and on Wednesday night I had a live online debate for one of my master's classes so I didn't get to workout.
My clothes don't fit any differently, and my body still looks and feels the same. The last time I tried to lose weight it was the same thing. It took me losing 20 pounds before I noticed. What happened with that? It was the Biggest Loser at my mom's school. I signed up thinking the competition would motivate me to get healthy. Then it became all about the numbers of everyone else. I killed myself dieting and exercising sometimes twice a day. It wasn't fun and depriving myself of things made me gorge on weigh in days. I did really good the first few months. Then Thanksgiving hit. I started eating and I couldn't stop. I quit exercising because I felt like a failure. It was depressing watching everyone else's numbers go down and mine bob from gaining to losing what I had gained, so I quit trying. I gave up. This time it's going to be different. I'm not dieting. I'm changing. Watch out waistline! This time you're gone for good!
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